Unpredictable Life! Have you felt like this ever?
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Unpredictable Life! Have you felt like this ever? One moment, you feel all fine, and another second of your life brings experiences that you never want to experience.

I am facing a hard time getting out of the mental state I am in right now. One moment I tell myself it´s okay but, after few seconds, my eyes are all teary. Till now, you might be wondering why I am feeling like this?

Here is the story:

I had an interview the other day and, I was excited. I was waiting for an opportunity like this for over two years. I was all prepared for the interview. I believed that I would get through. I knew I was the lucky one amongst many for getting an opportunity like this. I told myself that I have to crack it anyhow because this can change my life.

How often do we get a golden opportunity we dream of? Not so frequently, right? I also got that one chance to change my life. I was confident and nervous at the same time. I was confident because I believed that I deserve it. But nervous because I cannot afford to lose it. Many personal things were related like moving to my own flat, starting a new life, and telling the world how being single I am capable of managing my life.

What happened?

The interview started off well. But as the questioning started my brain froze. I don’t know what happened. I was prepared and confident but at the time of interview, I just snapped! I knew but I couldn’t speak. I don’t know what happened and why this happened. This interview would have changed my life completely. But it did not go as I expected.

Unpredictable Life!

Right after the interview as I hung up, I felt so empty. I did not know what to do and what to say? Like everything ended. The result was not declared but I knew that I did not give my best. It hurt bad. I could not sleep for two days. My brain was constantly playing the same thing that happened in the interview. I could do nothing but just cry.

They say you will get more opportunities:

I know that I will get opportunities but I wish I could explain to them how badly I needed it at this time of my life. After being pulled down by a lot of people, I just had this opportunity to prove myself but it did not go as I thought. Unpredictable Life! Have you felt like this ever? Did you ever had such an experience? Please share I would love to know.

It feels bad, but I am trying to be positive and not think much. But you know what, it is easier said than done. I still start crying for my stupidity. There are moments when I feel lost but I believe that God has surely thought of something better than this for me. Convincing myself to wait for my next sign and opportunity.

Conclusion:

No matter how hard it gets, no matter how dark it seems, just do your bit and surrender to the almighty, the universe will take care of the rest.


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